Thursday, November 25, 2004

finally....freeeeeee

finally.......freeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got my last A level paper today, at 0915 today, i am officially free..................no need to wear the grey uniform anymore.....dun dare to say no need to touch the notes anymore though, scared if next year i found out that i dun make it, dun wanna jinx it......
went to tampines mall to eat seoul garden buffet with the usual peeps, kinda a celebration after the finally ended exams...ate like three rounds, stayed there for like three hours, or is it more than that? farah cooked the supposedly omelet and fried rice using the bbq pan there, so weird man, nv know you can do that there, first time seeing somebody doing that...her omelet quite nice...but kei n me dun dare to eat her inedible looking fried rice....
dunno why i dun feel the same "set free" feeling and enthusiasm that i felt on the last day of my o level exams two years ago, i feel nothing much actually.....the thought of the end of As was really great during the exam period, but when the day actually came, i dun feel it, so sad, i was expecting this great feeling, but i dun get it........i dun feel the "closure".....
i am now more of feeling lost, what should i do next....even for tomolo, no idea man....if i am not going back indo, i will immediately find job...can i not go back? nah, feel bad....
got a list of stuffs i planned to do after the As but feel that now is not the appropriate time yet...dunno why....again.....
tomatogf craps at 6:23 AM - f*off -